Wednesday, January 19, 2011

My Worth.

My first, Was my WORST,
But he showed me my worth.
Hurt me, then tried to return into my life; so I hit him where it hurts! 
Not knowing he'd grow feelings for me; His heartless games was rehearsed. 
I viewed it as THIRST!
Its "you never miss the water till the well runs dry" NOT when your submersed!
On me, his "asshole" tendencies were dispersed. 
And it backfired; reversed.
His balls got shut down. 
Cause when I needed him he was never around. 
And now he wants to make an effort?
It’s too late. 
I’m worth way more than anything that will ever have to make me wait.
No arguments no debates. 
He was the first so I opened the gate. 
His sex was painful but the love was great. 
Not enough to make me say, everything he was doing was okay. 
And it damn sure wasn’t enough to make me stay. 
Especially since NO ONE has ever disrespected me that way.
He did it silently. 
His mouth stayed still but his eyes would speak. 
Walk so smooth wouldn’t make a squeak. 
The way he said "I love you" always made me weak. 
And in the late of night he was a super freak. 
But its game I peeped.
I became too experienced for his renditions.
And I tried to forgive him,
But I became too full of resentment. 
I found my heart in someone else’s contentment. 
Then he became upset when I left him...
Some nerve!
Suddenly what came over me was this epiphany of happiness like a rebirth.
My First Was My Worst, 
But He Showed Me My Worth.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yoooo I love this OD!!!!!

Anonymous said...

::snaps fingers::

DOPE!!!

Anonymous said...

touching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!