A look back.

This poem is for any one who has ever hurt you, whether that's family, friends, boy friend/ girl friend. It's for the times when your heart tells you to move on but your mind is convinced it will be different. I just ask you to take a look back...

Every time I thought I wanted to be with you,
You once again proved to me the reasons why I've never went back; contemplating thoughts of love but being wanted is a fact.

Is it that what calls me in to a slumber
Have me dazed and confused like the first days of summer?
Hot and bothered
I take a dip
In the pool of you
While my heart stands there out on limb
I'm scared but I don't turn back
Awaken by your voice
The noise and the scratch
The attack of empathy.
I see in your eyes the tears , the joy, the anger that you cry
I find that it isn't my duty to comply
  Of course I love you, I can't lie
But are you really what I need in my life?
I had you once don't need you twice
Let's not forget why it ended the first time...

Let's check: The Lies
The Friends you heavily relied
On 

Or forget about me that's fine
Looking good for who ever
But Thought I was your baby
I guess I found out the truth
Cause you sure had me fooled
Silly of me
Silly of we
To ever think this will work again
I take a look back so I understand why we must be friends
Cause my heart can't deal with the pain
And this is so for real
Even though its hard to swallow
Like a big *ss pill
I think you make me better but I only get worse
Now that I now my purpose,
This look back made me look deep in the blues like the ocean
I see it how I call it..
 Now it time I  move forward...