Mutual Friend.

You know, a mutual friend that began conversing through Sconex?

We would have small talks here and there. You were one of my best friends’ good friends. She would always talk about how you would always hang out, go to parties and throw events. You were funny, always cracking jokes, the cool fly guy.

So when I met you in person you were indeed funny. Our conversations always last hours at a time. On the phone hours and hours through the night talking about everything and anything. You always make me laugh, we would talk about people, school, work, friends, anything that came across our mind.

Our relationship grew so close. Close enough to make your friends wonder if we were an item, and close enough to make my friends wonder what was the deal between us. You even began to express your interest towards me, but I would always brush it off with a laugh.

At this point, we were cooler than the other side of the pillow. I never was this close to a male before, being that I have no brothers so I certainly enjoyed your company. I would look forward to speaking to you, even when we had nothing to speak about. I could go over your house and speak to your fam because they all knew of me, and when they didn’t see me around, they would ask how I was doing.

For five years, through the drama, stress, lost friendships, and fights and times when we didn’t speak for months, you still rode with me until the end. But for some reason I can’t see us being more than just friends.