I could never tell if I liked this person or if I was just distracted by all of the mind blowing sex we were having. Any simple touch he gave me drove me crazy. Even the way he said my name did something to me.We only knew each other for a month but by the 5th day we were already in lust. The physical/sexual attraction was just to strong to hold back, so I gave in .
3 months later, I began to realize that the only thing that was getting better between us was the sex . He couldn't offer me nothing more or nothing less. My mind was telling me I really wanted him but my heart was not letting him in.
I hated his personality but I still hung around him anyway. He didn't understand me and he was so judgmental but, I put up with him anyway just because of the sex.
I tried to force a situation that just wasn't happening at this point and I realized that we would NEVER be more than just great sex .
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I can't relate but I feel ur pain.....or should I say confusion. I've seen it happen alot and it always sucks to find out the person u would like to spend all ur time with doesn't even appreciate ur differences
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