Tug of War.

I've been interning with this company for a very long time now. I've built a solid relationship my supervisor and everyone in the office. I go above and beyond my expectations as an intern. Of course there are more than one intern. We all are extremely close and work almost like a machine together.

Things sound great huh? but when I went to find out the next step I should take from here, as far as staying here full time, no one had an answer for me. Now you would think after all the great feed back that I was getting I would be set. Wrong!

At this point, I'm feeling as though I'm wasting my time. The only thing is that I don't know if it's my heart or my mind making me feel this way. One day I come in and I want to stay. The next day, I'm just completely over the situation and just want something better for myself.

Many people tell me  not to leave, just stay, that there might be an opportunity, in disguise, that may be coming my way. I find it hard sometimes to believe that if I stay, I will be rewarded for my outstanding workmanship as an intern. But I do believe that maybe when I go that I may miss out of something.

As I struggle with this situation, my heart and mind is going through a crazy battle of tug of war. I don't know who's winning, but I sure hope they make a decision soon cause for right now I will remain the, forever intern.